I almost have panic attacks when those people who get in touch with dead relatives give their loved ones messages from them. I hope like hell that is not true because I've done some things I really hope my father and grandmother didn't see and don't know about. I'll have some 'splainin' to do if there is a way we meet again in the afterlife. Some of that stuff even embarrasses me now when I think about it, so I can just imagine how Daddy would react! Most of it was lots of fun but nothing I want observed. Wonder how that works if it actually does happen? I like to think that parts can be censored, but I mostly choose to believe they have no clue what I've done.